Wound Sharp

The razor gleams amidst the shadows as a light shines forth from beyond. The intensity blocks this brightness from my vision. Even in the partial darkness I strain to visualize, an object appears to teeter on this razor’s edge. The object sways from one side to the other slightly, which way will it go? My eyes adjust to see what this is above the edge, it appears first circular. The light increases in its direction, occasionally shining from the side now. Each time it flashes across to reveal what the front looks like.

The front became apparent after a few flashes as a clock front with ancient looking Roman numerals and appearance. I can’t say how I understood the ancient look I saw exactly aside from the numerals. ‘A point in time’ I heard from beyond. ‘A point in time’ I heard even louder! ‘Grace has a cut off point, stiff necks break eventually.’ In the teetering I sense that the clock cannot go back anymore. It must fall forward, and you must go with it or be left behind.

I hear a phrase, ‘geo-positioning is taking place, align with it and set your future properly. The past is being cut off, a fresh clock is wound and being released in this season. I hear, ‘find the spot and release the clock.’

    But first…LOVE A peek outside reminds us the throes of winter are still here. Winter is an essential part of the life cycle here in a Northern spot. It rebirths life each spring. In true love relationships such seasons may come and go also. We regularly seek to renew our first love with each other and Him. We are not automatic renewal beings. There will come a ‘winter time’ from which we must arise and come back to our first love (for a husband/wife and in Him).

    My love, the essence of this home is foundational in our love for each other. Each day we beat our brains out accomplishing huge list of things for just that cause. We don’t do them just “because we have to”, but because it is foundational to the whole family. Our parents didn’t do it for any different reasons, they just may not have been as fully aware of the why’s and how’s of it all. We know well the issues of the homes we grew up in…the strengths and weaknesses, everything as a whole.

    My beloved, the essence of My Church is built in a foundation of love in Me and to each other. Don’t kill yourself in My Name for the cause! You don’t just obey because you “have to”, but because you love Me. This is a house built on the Rock! I love you in all your strengths and weaknesses and I brought you up in a way to train you to hear Me.

    I remember the earliest days of courtship how we were both caught up in wonder…knowing He really was bringing us together. From the outside it may not have looked as obvious, but we knew pretty quickly what He was bringing together. It will soon be 25 years since that first Memorial Day weekend. I won’t call it all a breeze, but I will say it is all cherished as great experience!

    I remember the early days of accepting Him. I wasn’t one in awe and wonder. Rather, I was just wondering! He did give me a desire to follow Him and learn His Word. It was almost 20 years later He taught me about relationship with Holy Spirit! It isn’t far from another 20 and I cherish the years and seasons.

    I came home from a conference one year a changed man. Certainly has not been without a rollercoaster ride or two, but He keeps bringing back to a renewed sense of His Holy Spirit explosion from there. That experience reset love in me. I believe it was a melding of my first loves….salvation and baptism of Holy Spirit. A renewal and new anointing to boot! It further allows me to write, which is of course the very foundation of my gifts. He has been busy on my poor heart, removing clutter, unbelief, and (non)essential  cargo. He is showing me there is no reason to be distraught, angry, despondent, depressed, or any of the rest!! I just have to walk in it. “I create my world and walk in it!” is a quote I relate to. He has been showing me that in spite of myself, I can walk in it!!

    He is calling us to come together in a big way (and we have been) for the kids, our marriage, and supporters of each other’s destinies. My love…I love back and look at how it all just makes sense why He chose us as partners. We are called to be great loving counterbalances to each other. As He puts renewal to my first loves for Him, He also increases them for us!!

   He is calling US to come together in big ways for the Body, our betrothal to Him, and to support each other’s destinies. My beloved, I love you back as I chose you to partner with Me!

He is my truest love. I see why He has placed us in Him and with each other. He calls us to love Him above all else. He created mankind to love Him, a balance that no one can counter.

Cirounding



    Voices leave spatterings and marks upon the
atmosphere, attempting to frame a world. Thru the haze I see brightness. I
don’t know how far away it is…but it over brights all these attempts to over
throw us. Layers of spherical realms ebbing, flowing to paint a pictorial
reality. Distraction to the left and movement on the right, really everywhere I
look.



    Shadows attempt to block the surrounding
rays escalating through the seismic waves rushing towards me. The activity
attempting envelopment of this bright force. As the light comes into me, it
encircles my heavily beating heart. My heart floats in a globe of liquid love.
Frozen and floating simultaneously, soaring and undone at the same time.



    The witnesses of the clouds now cheering,
surgery completed. Dudamis power cirounds and engulfs the reminted heart
pieces. Empowered to give up these burdens, the circle expands to the next
level of surroundings. The Blue Flame explodes round about, putting in my mouth
powerful words to seize my present sphere. I hear: “My Power encamps you
always, seize the cirounding space I have given you. Spatter your voice upon
this atmosphere.”



    The forming word bunches poured out to
bounce towards Brightness. Propelled like a child’s bubbles blown into the
wind. Known from The Brightness covering the ciround, love felt like never
before. Fullness of love creates circles along the journey like a wheel inside
a wheel.



    Suddenly I saw Him. Just a glimpse of
reflection against the outside showing through. Circle touches circle,
exploding one into another and powerfully forming larger atmospheres. Shadows
melt overrun by Brightness!



 



Cloud and Fire Anew

(adapted from writing: A New Cloud and fire)

Bloody heart fragments litter about

Scenes many desiring life without

Creator hands delicate work

A child formed from the dirt

2020, the world on fire!

But His are submitted to this surgery

Skill and wisdom bind heart parts

Walls of hindrance removed

Amidst a large-scale worldwide war

I am His submitted workbook

His laws implanted bypass the head

Psalm 110:1 instead!

Those changed now form a firm stand

Those on man’s wisdom empty hand

IN-Frame

Each day brings forth its offering

    Water fresh or bitter

Syllables of darkness or light

    What structure be of its flitter?

These bricks…are transformed

    Color regardless!

These bricks like a breath

    Becoming…a woven piece in us

This ethereal and misty structure

    Only I view it

Particles, molecules, shades, and shapes!

    Molded by choices

This brick burns brightly and crystal clear

    That brick dark and light blocking!

My lips have brought forth this creation

    Celebration and mourning

Each day, IN-frame another